A Simple Thing Called Love

so tdae was spent at je lib AGAIN.
met up with hazie and her cousin.
hazie treated me to brownie. :D
then.. abdhullah joined us.
didnt get much work done tdae.
but had fun crapping larh.
and hazie deleted one of my msg accidentally.
my EIGHTY dear msgs is now SEVENTY-NINE.
im super upset.
i dont feel satisfied.
and hydrogen juz wouldnt send me another msg.
damn, i hate it.
hydrogen, if you're reading this, can you please send me a msg?
juz a blank msg will do.. i want eighty msgs larh..
please hydrogen, be a sweetie and do it.
please? im counting on you alright.
and yes, i've never forgotten you.

20 December 2006

11:27 AM

so i completed 6 chpts of chem ystrdae.
together with all the chem hmwk.
im proud of myself. :D
and im not talking to many guys nowadays.
juz the one that i like.
omg, did i say juz the ONE?
not bad eh. (:
anw, i dont think i can get any hmwk done tdae.
coz gotta clear out my room.
its back to the nerdy shamita once again.
but whether its the nerdy shamita or the cool shamita,
shamita always loves her sunshine.
msged sunshine yesterday.
no reply. ):
oh yes, if there are unwanted pple at my blog,
kindly GET THE FCK OUTTA HERE.
and im sure you guys know whether you're wanted or not.
i don't wish to mention names.
and its my blog.
i'll say what i want to say.
why do you actually bother to visit my blog?
stay away larh.
i stay away from your friendster and your blog too what.
sickening assholes.
alright then, i gotta go msg my baby to wake him up.
chaoz.
and yes, happy shopping for xmas! ;D

18 December 2006

1:30 PM

im finally doing my hmwk.
yes. :D
you lost your own game, bastard.
and your gf is nothing but a cheapo and not forgetting desperate.
yikes.
even aft she found out that you were cheating on her,
she still accepted you back.
something that i'll never do.
yuck, yuck.
why do i even bother blogging abt you shit pple man?
its simply over.
ive moved on.
hmm.. issit okay if i get involved with a guy younger than me?
he's 14 dammit.
i guess its fine..
alright, im off to watch jaan e mann now.
chaoz.
oh yes, guna is sucha hottie larh.
i view his friendster profile everyday man.
- drools

15 December 2006

2:38 PM

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?

Lose it all?

So maybe you can remember yourself.

Can't keep believing,

We're only deceiving ourselves.

And I'm sick of the lie,

And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame,

~~Sick with shame.~~

Must be exhausting to lose your own game.

Selfishly hated,

No wonder you're jaded.

You can't play the victim this time,

And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

~~You never call me when you're sober.~~

You only want it cause it's over,

It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?

How could I - ~~you were never mine.~~

So don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

Don't lie to me,

Just get your things.

I've made up my mind.

single once again.

12 December 2006

11:31 PM

my SUPER HOT bhangra boys!
i went to this church wedding last saturday.
and they had this surprise bhangra performance for the bride aft the wedding.
and i was seriously drooling there.
they were awesome.
so i went to take a pic with the most good looking one.
its the one in green.
the blue one is juz an extra. haha.
sadly, i wont be meeting them again.
hahah..
was going out juz now.
guess who i saw?
actually i was standing in the middle of the road.
then this bike suddenly swerved so close to me.
i swear i thought the guy was abt to molest me or smth.
the guy smiled at me and i was wondering who the hell he was.
aft crossing the road, i was sitting dwn at the bus stop.
the bike came again and swerved once again.
then i saw the one who was riding the bike and he smiled.
the next moment, i was jumping arnd in joy.
it was VALENTINO!
omg how freaking much i miss my ex bf.
he's the hottest guy ever!
i can never get him back man. tsk.
and why did i break?
for sunshine. sheesh.
i hope to see valentino arnd once more.
sucha hottie. (:

4:45 PM

dearest sunshine

im so sorry if i've made mistakes.
but the truth is that i've never stopped loving you.
i've always loved you sunshine.
and you knw, i miss you terribly.
its been raining [in my life] for long now.
and i haven't experianced the 'sunshine through the rain' feeling.
i miss you and i love you.

lots of love
your psycho gurl

ps, i'll always be your psycho gurl and only yours.

11 December 2006

11:45 PM

You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word.No.Explanations.
1. Yourself: sweet (:
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: sucker! [for now, coz we're quarelling]
3. Your hair: long
4. Your mother: always nagging
5. Your Father: noisy
6. Your Favorite Item: handphone
7. Your dream last night: cant rmb
8. Your Favorite drink: dnoe?
9. Your Dream Car: mazda 3
10. The room you are in: eerie
11. Your Ex: 6
12. Your fear: lizards, insects, blahbla
13. What you want to be in 10years: doctor
14. Who you hung out with last night: cousins
15. What You're Not: fierce?
16. Muffins: yummy!
17: One of Your Wish List Items: sunshine
18. Time: 11.52pm
19. The Last Thing You Did: on the phone with niro
20. What You Are Wearing: garfield tee, adidas shorts
21. Your Favorite Weather: rainy
22. Your Favorite Book: bio textbook
23. The Last Thing You Ate: rice
24. Your Life: sucks
25. Your Mood: frustrated?

guys are real suckers man.
i miss my sunshine.
but im really shy to talk to her.
why cant she juz help me and start talking to me first??

06 December 2006

12:36 PM

i dont wanna go back to sch.
i dont wanna study my ass off.
i dont wanna do assignments.
i dont wanna have tests, mock exams and exams.
i dont wanna see the face of ANY teachers.
i dont want the hols to end.
so Mr. Time, please stay a lil longer each day.
coz im having fun everyday.
im not trying to impress anyone right now.
im not pining for anyone right now.
im not missing anyone right now.
its an awesome feeling.
the past few days have been good.
staying over at granny's place is superb!
that's coz she goes to work and no one's at home.
its juz suren and i ruling over the place.
day before yesterday was spent with niro.
we went to meet him at 1530.
we only came back at 2030.
then i was on the line with niro from 0130 all the way to 0600.
he came over to granny's place at 0330.
then walked arnd downstairs till 10 plus and came back home.
sheesh, ive got tons and tons of hmwk to do.
i better get started man.
~~okay, im kinda missing niro rite now.~~
i think he's coming over tdae.
so i need to go doll myself up now.
chao. (:

03 December 2006

10:15 PM

~~sometimes i wish i could take off the mask i wear.~~
juz for a lil while.
you knew me so well.
what happened now?
issit that you dont know me?
or issit that you knw but you refuse to do smth abt it?
~~i miss you babe.~~

10:04 PM

so the holidays are going great.
and i've finally got a lil luck by my side.
i can now see deva anytime i want during weekdays.
hahaha..
and.. im kinda falling for niro man.
niro's really cute and blur.
went to meet him at 0330 tdae.
we were rotting for 5 hrs.
then came back at 0830.
waiting for his call now.
haha, guys can be really cute at times.
meeting up with hazie again on tues to cont with hmwk.
tsk, sad.

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